I'm Wondering

I'm wondering the rain is falling on my body,

I'm wondering the smile suits my face,

I'm wondering myself is just so speechless,

I'm wondering the eye-contact is just so avoidable,

I'm wondering the tears is keeping for sadness,

I'm wondering the mind is blocked,

I'm wondering the matter is not handled by hands,

I'm wondering the decision has made initially,

I'm wondering the way is lead by fate,

I'm wondering the chance is done by luck,

I'm wondering simple means effortless,

I'm wondering, I'm wondering.....

Who can answer for the why?